Jury Week 2

[Steve Moses]

Wow after having basically a "perfect week" in the social side and winning a pov and everything that i planned and plant seeds grew and i got to take out a weed in Jeff. I have a beautiful garden lol

So my plan for this week is to repair my relationships with Jackie and james. so now that I've made this move I have to fade back into the background. if I win another comp Im gonna be a threat. Plus with making a bunch of relationships to make the big move it leaves a lot of good graces instead of tons of enemies. According to everyone that I talk to it seems the only case im getting nommed is if james wins. idk how but hurt he is about what happened but I wouldnt be surprised. i just told him I have to jeff the guy you told me he was coming after me lol so if i can just do that and just lay low this week im good. just as long as one of the liz, meg and austin im basically gonna try to sleep through this week if possible. If they get one of either one of the 2 jay's now im fine or even davonne even tho i just saved her. so if we can fire against that side of the house then its good lol I dont want to go too far ahead there is still a lot of game yet to be played. stay umble stay focused.

[Steve Moses]

So now that jackie is hoh it kinda puts me in a difficult position. I'm hoping that me telling her about the James rumor that he told me (apparently isn't true according to her and it was jeff and james idea. That's believable to me I think). If she knew this why wouldn't she tell me tho. It obviously means she doesn't have my back as much as she has said. But I'm not gonna press the issue because now she is HoH ugh. It just seems like she is gonna go after one of my allies. Which is everyone but davonne lol I hope she puts up james tho for that rumor. If she does james and John or davonne I'd be super gassed. I just need one of those 3 next to one of them and I'll save the other and im ok how the week goes. Maybe liz will go up because she promised to jeff to vote to keep him and didnt.

[Steve Moses]

so Im on the block against my closest ally in austin but this is still a potentially good spot to be in.

if I say win the pov then jackie either needs to get a ton of blood on her hands and nom someone who is active in either meg or liz or nom a john or best case scenario davonne. if she chooses the safe choice and puts up davonne i can easily campaign to get her out and have a good core 4 to move on with. if john were to go up in my place then id have more of a tough situation that I would leave my alliance up to. hopefully i could convince them to keep austin in that case.

even if i dont get taken off i and its not used should have the numbers to stay. if that is the case I still win because I have an ally in jury that I know would not only vote for me but campaign to have me win in there. I also didnt have to be the one to vote out austin which keeps my hands clean.

i think my worse case is that if austin wins the veto and jackie puts up liz or meg. if she did that then id be in a weird spot. I think meg and liz are closer than I am with meg. Idk about how liz feels about me but i feel like we might have a good relationship.i know austin would want to keep me id hope jmac would keep me and then idk where davonne and james would be on it. i doubt james would keep me but idk i might be able to convince davonne that I was the one who wanted to keep her. because i was definitely the loudest person on keeping her and exiling jeff. so i hopefully the ground I laid down last week that will carry me through this week because I knew this was a possibility.

Like I said in the past drs if I won this HOH i would look like a huge threat and jackie trying to take the threat out of my game is great but being a threat is like having water in buckets. at the end of the day there is a certain amount of water that you cant change. the only thing that changes is that once you take out the water of one bucket you have to put it somewhere else. last week jeff had a big amount of water in his bucket because i moved the water in mine and austin's bucket into jeffs. now that jeff is gone it had to go someone where and it went into austin and mine but according to jackie more in austins. if there is a way I can take the water out of my bucket and put it into davonne's, who is so inact and has a terribly small bucket she is gonna go home and all of the water is going into jackie's bucket and she wont be able to play next week.

[Steve Moses]

im too much of a beast!!!!




so now with that "info" that james gave me last week, after jackie finally realized what it meant, is now pissed and wants to back door James! And she feels terrible and i get more sympathy points with her and the rest of the house!
 

Now I wanna win POV so i can take myself off the block and not make anyone else use it on me. plus it pads my resume of being able to say hey i won two comps suck it. Also with this GOAT veto draw this would basically be my nakomis 6 finger plan of who I would want to play in this veto. so if I can get jackie to ask them to use it and then have me ask for them to use it then they have to use it because im aligned with everyone playing in the veto and none of them know! lol Jackie kinda knows about austin and the same but i've been distancing myself from him all week because of these rumors. so everyone but austin thinks that i just used him last week and only last week. john hasnt even asked because its not like he is on lol Honestly if I had to id want austin to win. it'd create more of a target on his back and he would be able to put up jackie and john with no problem. then the decision wouldnt be up to me because all we'd need is two votes.  im hoping i can throw out votes in the future to keep jury points. at this point for my game the social aspect is everything for me. if i can maneuver in certain ways then it could be cool. 

[Steve Moses]

so liz winning the veto might complicate things but hopefully everything will work out. obviously liz is working with me so i think she would be willing to use it on me but i know that she was talking about not wanting to use it to keep our alliance under wraps. But with the public james blow up i think that will give her an excuse for her to use the veto on me. With him trying to throw my name under the bus this week i think could help or hurt my game.

it could help because now 2 jury members hate me and i can use that to go further in the game. it also can allow sympathy for those who know im telling the truth because i think thats everyone but davonne and john but john hasnt responded to my message but I know that he's seen it so idk how to feel about it. either way he is kinda an outlier part of my game so im not too worried about it. Plus this gives me a taste of the block and now people cant say that i've never been nommed so why not now.

this can hurt because james may have planted a steve isn't to be trusted seed. especially with the way i've been playing the game right now something like that may be detrimental to my game. i think i may have avoided it but who knows i'll see at the end of the day today.

idk i've been feeling more and more pressure to win comps and i think i may go out and try to win next week if i can make it past this one. id have the excuse of jackie and davonne and then i could put up austin to "prove" we aren't together. I think that in any case that my alliance would do what id ask if austin were to go up against davonne to keep him because even in a 2-2 tie in that situation id be the tiebreaker and have him stay here and owe me even more.

[Steve Moses]

The more and more I think about it the more I resent liz and jackie.

Jackie clearly doesn't have my back and it's just growing more evident by the minute for me. Obviously she thinks her relationship with james is more valuable than her relationship with me. On one had she is right Ive been preparing to cut her from next week on even before this week happened. But on the othe hand I was never gunning for her. My game was basically just having everyone else do my dirty work but I kinda want that to change. Honestly in almost every situation that I see in the house she goes up now if james stays. I assume meg and would do it to kick out James. Austin and i would nom her easily. And that leaves two maybes in John and davonne and we all know davonne isn't gonna win a comp and I think I may have some influence on John to put her up. Even then what if james won pov she would be gone in a lot of those situations. I don't get it.

Liz is kinda different and same at the same time. Like I get that liz wants to make sure jackie doesn't nom meg if I get pulled off but at the same time why would they have a reason to kick meg out? They have a reason for austin but meg? No. It just seems like she is kinda putting megs game ahead of mine which is my biggest fear of being in this 3 person alliance because I think that meg and liz were together before me. So if the f3 happens I think they'd take each other before me. Which is why I'm really trying to get the veto used that way Austin can be my meg possibly because I know I can trust austin.

Maybe I'm overthinking everything because I'm on the block but I can't just ignore what's right in front of me.

[Steve Moses]

ok so i had my freak out earlier and i think i've calmed down some. i think i'll have the votes to stay this week after thinking it through and doing the 3 r's (relax, relate, release).

I should no matter what have 3 votes to keep me if all of my alliances are true to me. idk what deals austin has but hopefully they like me better if he has deals with liz, john, and meg. I think the biggest wildcard is john but he should vote for me to stay because its not like i asked him for an alliance he's asked me. Im gonna offer him a final 2 deal (ehhhh maybe keep it? why not? idk we'll have to see how it goes). from the way i see it i should at least have 2 votes with meg and liz and maybe if davonne doesnt even vote it will go to a tie and hopefully if i play my cards right then jackie will pick me to stay instead of austin. basically its not ass kissing time for me just in case.

i've never wanted an HOH so much in my entire life

[Steve Moses]

so i sent john that message and he chose to just ignore me. idk what this means idk if its just all coming down right now. idk even know who is or who is going to vote for this thing and im just really confused. i hate being on the block lol it does not look good on me.

jackie said that she'd keep me but again idrk until the votes come down. i just honestly hate james at this point and I want and need him out. I have a feeling that he is a saboteur or something.

[Steve Moses]

so liz just told me im going home....welp